The Journey to Healing

"Many of us talk about being healers, light bearers and such. But you've got to get your own Spirit together before you can most powerfully help others. You've scattered your Spirit all over the place since you were a little child.  Focusing on everything except yourSelf. Seeing all the bad parts.  So, you're frightened here...Spirit goes.  Attachment here, Spirit fragments.  Memory of childhood pain today, think about it more...some of your Spirit breaks away.  Call your Spirit back to you.  Take a deep breathe and simply call it back.  Once you have looked at your own internal relationship with you and you have focused on you and served yourself by becoming more Real, more conscious, more Alive and fully Present, and once you have gathered your Spirit back within YOU, it's THEN you can serve and help others.  It's the overflow of being Real, being Conscious and living Wholly that causes influence to occur in others lives.  It's not teaching, talking or serving actually at all..It's BEING. Being Fully REAL and Alive.  It's from your own Journey to hell, through hell and your own Awakening to who you Really are that you will be infused enough with the Power of Truth via your Soul that you will then be able to help, heal and teach others. But first of all...Save your Self! and then my beautiful friend, Heal away!!"

from The Velveteen Boy (Becoming Real)  by Paul P